May Ranting 2012 part 2.Is this Normal?

May is into it's last week, in twenty twelve terms we are nearing the under 200 days , for the official 2012 .

   I've decided to keep on ranting and attempting to perceive of the  future and what it holds for myself as well as the world as we know it,.   At this point I can lay out some of the facts as I've seen them, as well as some of the conclusions I've been making on them.
      Pretty much I'll throw in some of my feelings on how I feel at this time, on whats to come. I believe that we have as good a guess as any expert on what will happen so for this post I will play the part, of someone with a clue.
       Though I have been writing on the subject a few years I think that this is really the third part of the series ,, starting with  "Predications on a Mad Cow".    I can even see lumping them all together and calling it a book, a snapshot of time, that might interest future generations.   Of course it will kind of be like admitting that I actually danced to disco once upon a time. Or you nexters who dressed like Micheal Jackson from Thriller.
       Being the third part at least it really isn't the time to lay out my credentials as an expert,  I think I can say I have  been a doomer since at least the second grade like seven or 8 in human years. For me it was the emergency drills they would have in class.
    Back then all emergencies involved hiding out under your desk. Mostly I felt the tests were better than study so I was okay with them until we started doing drills for nuclear bombs. Even at that age I was pretty sure a one inch piece of wood over my head was not going to do much against a nuclear bomb.

          So I have been pondering the end of man and the planet since those days under my desk at the Mark Twain Grade school. It's partially a generational thing but back then we worried about nuclear bombs, heck I doubt anyone today even remembers the Neutron bomb but this was a major proposed killing machine.
         The Neutron came later but in my lifetime man has had the capabilities to totally destroy itself seven times over. Of course over the years we first learned to Love the bomb, then forget we still have them.   Except for the suitcase bomb, or Iranian or Korean bombs, were no longer trained to fear MAD.
       A pity in a way because the only way for nukes to be effective is for everyone to have them, Mutually assured Destruction is the next best thing to nobody having them. Yes MAD is a long number 2, yet it's way to late to go back to nobody having them.
         That's a long time of loving the bomb for me, Which Of course I'm referencing Dr, Strangelove .  Mostly that an accidental bomb would be dropped, the big oops.    So my doomer qualification includes figuring  we'd have blown ourselves up by now.
    

      Which leads me to the point I have been wrong before. There's a pretty good chance I can be wrong, and even an outside chance I'm wrong right now. I figured that we would have some more definitive evidence that the world as we know it is ending.
      It's funny in a way that I'm having trouble feeling the doom, I can read the doom is out there, yet it is now what we consider normal.  In a way it is normal that we here in Missouri and most of the USA didn't have a winter I mean this is global warming?  
        It's also normal now that 700 dolphin's in Peru died of natural causes all at once. This natural cause has been working it's way up and down the food chain there from birds to fish and last I heard little crablets.
                The Fire  season has started just a little strong , just a little early, I mean no winter, no rain of course there are wildfires in Texas, Arizona, New Mexico, Michigan, Utah , Florida, Canada, Mexico?   I'm sure I'm missing more than a few, this is also just more of the same normal as we go through climate change. News that could change things is that I read but haven't verified that the la'Nina is over and It's El Nino's turn.                Even things like 55 and counting volcanoes going off this year and maybe 50 or more earthquakes of moderate under 7 magnitude  in strange places. I personally have even heard the planet noises being heard around the world.
      Those things used to would of worried me but now they are perfectly normal in a world gone madder.  While almost everyone now sees the world going to "Hell in a bucket"   I kind of figured it would be a lot worse I guess. I guess I must say I have my doubts.
    At this point I'm starting to worry I guess that our new normal will become a permanent thing. Instead of preparing for 2012 I'm thinking it's time to think of 13 and beyond, how to survive not only now but a future of living in a world gone madder .

        There's still some hope the sun keeps getting hotter and hotter, I am pretty sure the poles have shifted twice , I think this was why we had no winter in North America we fell to a lower latitude then around April we wobbled back up to near where it was before.
        We also went through a pretty dense patch of space junk , all misses but it keeps planet X at least in the running.

   None of that is the sign I have been looking for,  it makes me ask the bigger questions. What would be proof enough?   and still if the world as we know it ends, will we even notice?

  I'll be Posting more as the summer Solstice approaches I know I'm planning on being at woodhenge, and think this will be another good date to take a look for new signs.

Woodhenge A  Cahokian calender.  In Cahokia Illinois. This Shot is from 2010 .  It is pretty evident that we even then were seeing pole shift.

   While I am ready to see what happens I think it's important as always to live as much as you can while you can,  so have some big fun. 

  This is more personal but I got some news from my astrology  buddy and it seems that in October I start going through a change of life, and joy joy things will get hard then. I thought it was hard now so I can wait to see what comes next, and the dates are just dripping in irony Now as to change of life I guess normally I'm supposed to try to recapture my lost youth , like buy a sports car and embarrass myself in front of younger women.
      In a normally crazy world I was already thinking about some changes I have to make including even growing up just a few weeks ago. So in a weird way I guess I knew a change was coming and there's little left in the world that is easy.
         I do wonder since the normal crazy world I once knew is long gone, and it's a pretty safe bet that we are going to be living in a world gone madder , what am I going to change into?   Just like all of us adapting to a rapidly changing world we may not even recognize ourselves after its over.
         Throw in a life change cycle and it should prove interesting.