May Ranting 2012 part 2.Is this Normal?

May is into it's last week, in twenty twelve terms we are nearing the under 200 days , for the official 2012 .

   I've decided to keep on ranting and attempting to perceive of the  future and what it holds for myself as well as the world as we know it,.   At this point I can lay out some of the facts as I've seen them, as well as some of the conclusions I've been making on them.
      Pretty much I'll throw in some of my feelings on how I feel at this time, on whats to come. I believe that we have as good a guess as any expert on what will happen so for this post I will play the part, of someone with a clue.
       Though I have been writing on the subject a few years I think that this is really the third part of the series ,, starting with  "Predications on a Mad Cow".    I can even see lumping them all together and calling it a book, a snapshot of time, that might interest future generations.   Of course it will kind of be like admitting that I actually danced to disco once upon a time. Or you nexters who dressed like Micheal Jackson from Thriller.
       Being the third part at least it really isn't the time to lay out my credentials as an expert,  I think I can say I have  been a doomer since at least the second grade like seven or 8 in human years. For me it was the emergency drills they would have in class.
    Back then all emergencies involved hiding out under your desk. Mostly I felt the tests were better than study so I was okay with them until we started doing drills for nuclear bombs. Even at that age I was pretty sure a one inch piece of wood over my head was not going to do much against a nuclear bomb.

          So I have been pondering the end of man and the planet since those days under my desk at the Mark Twain Grade school. It's partially a generational thing but back then we worried about nuclear bombs, heck I doubt anyone today even remembers the Neutron bomb but this was a major proposed killing machine.
         The Neutron came later but in my lifetime man has had the capabilities to totally destroy itself seven times over. Of course over the years we first learned to Love the bomb, then forget we still have them.   Except for the suitcase bomb, or Iranian or Korean bombs, were no longer trained to fear MAD.
       A pity in a way because the only way for nukes to be effective is for everyone to have them, Mutually assured Destruction is the next best thing to nobody having them. Yes MAD is a long number 2, yet it's way to late to go back to nobody having them.
         That's a long time of loving the bomb for me, Which Of course I'm referencing Dr, Strangelove .  Mostly that an accidental bomb would be dropped, the big oops.    So my doomer qualification includes figuring  we'd have blown ourselves up by now.
    

      Which leads me to the point I have been wrong before. There's a pretty good chance I can be wrong, and even an outside chance I'm wrong right now. I figured that we would have some more definitive evidence that the world as we know it is ending.
      It's funny in a way that I'm having trouble feeling the doom, I can read the doom is out there, yet it is now what we consider normal.  In a way it is normal that we here in Missouri and most of the USA didn't have a winter I mean this is global warming?  
        It's also normal now that 700 dolphin's in Peru died of natural causes all at once. This natural cause has been working it's way up and down the food chain there from birds to fish and last I heard little crablets.
                The Fire  season has started just a little strong , just a little early, I mean no winter, no rain of course there are wildfires in Texas, Arizona, New Mexico, Michigan, Utah , Florida, Canada, Mexico?   I'm sure I'm missing more than a few, this is also just more of the same normal as we go through climate change. News that could change things is that I read but haven't verified that the la'Nina is over and It's El Nino's turn.                Even things like 55 and counting volcanoes going off this year and maybe 50 or more earthquakes of moderate under 7 magnitude  in strange places. I personally have even heard the planet noises being heard around the world.
      Those things used to would of worried me but now they are perfectly normal in a world gone madder.  While almost everyone now sees the world going to "Hell in a bucket"   I kind of figured it would be a lot worse I guess. I guess I must say I have my doubts.
    At this point I'm starting to worry I guess that our new normal will become a permanent thing. Instead of preparing for 2012 I'm thinking it's time to think of 13 and beyond, how to survive not only now but a future of living in a world gone madder .

        There's still some hope the sun keeps getting hotter and hotter, I am pretty sure the poles have shifted twice , I think this was why we had no winter in North America we fell to a lower latitude then around April we wobbled back up to near where it was before.
        We also went through a pretty dense patch of space junk , all misses but it keeps planet X at least in the running.

   None of that is the sign I have been looking for,  it makes me ask the bigger questions. What would be proof enough?   and still if the world as we know it ends, will we even notice?

  I'll be Posting more as the summer Solstice approaches I know I'm planning on being at woodhenge, and think this will be another good date to take a look for new signs.

Woodhenge A  Cahokian calender.  In Cahokia Illinois. This Shot is from 2010 .  It is pretty evident that we even then were seeing pole shift.

   While I am ready to see what happens I think it's important as always to live as much as you can while you can,  so have some big fun. 

  This is more personal but I got some news from my astrology  buddy and it seems that in October I start going through a change of life, and joy joy things will get hard then. I thought it was hard now so I can wait to see what comes next, and the dates are just dripping in irony Now as to change of life I guess normally I'm supposed to try to recapture my lost youth , like buy a sports car and embarrass myself in front of younger women.
      In a normally crazy world I was already thinking about some changes I have to make including even growing up just a few weeks ago. So in a weird way I guess I knew a change was coming and there's little left in the world that is easy.
         I do wonder since the normal crazy world I once knew is long gone, and it's a pretty safe bet that we are going to be living in a world gone madder , what am I going to change into?   Just like all of us adapting to a rapidly changing world we may not even recognize ourselves after its over.
         Throw in a life change cycle and it should prove interesting.

May Rant 2012 style.

        Sorry if You follow this blog , that I post very little, I have been in a writing slump, and I guess following the advice , if you have nothing to say , don't waste time yours or mine saying it.
       I find it amazing that in these fast moving times things remain the same , just more and more. As with a lot of people I probably have just become used to a world gone madder. Sadly I almost like it this way. Almost, I even find it hard to think what I will do if things were to go back to what we call normal.
               The only good definition of normal I can give would be the way things were.  The big rub is what time frame to use as a reference to call normal. If I had a choice or a time clock, or yes a wayback machine where would I take us?    One thing for sure I wouldn't take us back to the last decade, the decade from Hell. Where I'd go is fun to ponder, but not important ,  we don't need a time machine now, the future is almost here.
    The future is almost here, this is like the time of your life. Hopefully we can call it The good old days. That would be nice, as a person who has spent the last few years at least on mankinds doom, and doom related events as well as prophecies , this Is the Big One. 
                 We are now in the 2012.   As Rob Bast of 2012 connect recently posted the time frame from the June Solstice this year till the next one is the 2012 of Mayan prophecy.
  In most ways we've actually been in it our whole lifes.  And mankind has been in it's doom mode since we fell out of the trees and were bred by the Anunaki.  Its our nature, maybe the curse of having a big brain, or when we fell out of the tree we landed on our heads that we spend our life  imagining ways to die, because there aren't already enough ways to kill us.
       Consider the Pyramid builder  on the Left, .He built a series of pyramids with connecting tunnels , this place is ready for 2012, except of course that sadly the builder was run over by his bulldozer.   Not to mention the thousands of crazy deaths I have read about from the girl dying from a porta-pottie falling on her , to the no longer weird famous last words "Is this gun safe now".   Just to say there's no real hiding or escaping or surviving whatever FATE has cooked up for your personal demise.

     Maybe it's our fight or flight that rules our life, but it is kind of our duty to try , and escape fate as long as we can. Personally I've spent most of my life pushing fate as far into the future as I can. Giving it the old "It will get me someday , just hopefully not today.  Not my death pshaa   I'm way too curious about what comes next to fear it, plus it's inevitable, somewhere out there is a porta-pottie with my name on it. ( I know your thinking right just one).  

    
   In other words. really more words there's no real reason to get grumpy about it. Take fate out of the equation and what is the worst that can happen?    Isn't It that nothing happens.  I think as far as 2012ers our fear right now is we will be wrong.
    You have to consider that all those people you told to fear the day will be calling you on the phone to tell you how wrong you were.
   Personally I even have a book, as many of us do on the subject. Fortunately I made the wise decision, eventually to not sell the book,  if you read it for free , you get what you paid for right?   (Its on here somewhere Too)
       So for a tip I'd say to give good advice , even if were wrong if you tell them to treasure this moment, your right. 
 Blah de blah but our entire life Is in this moment.  Not only that it  always will be.   Or as the kid would say quit whining and do something about it. It's tough but if you can't find a way to enjoy your now, This Moment Or if you want your next moment, all the preparing  is useless. Dont prepare to be happy. Be happy then prepare, to remain happy. Enjoy the moment when they're good, while there good. If your moments are bad take solace that they will soon be in your past.
       I'm being taught this concept so I surely don't have it nailed, but not only does the now contain how we are what we are doing how we feel in the present it also contains our past , we are here now directed by our past actions and as J ( a secret GURU) would say our past and present combines and gives us our fate. Our nows are our fates.
        We like to think of fate as a porta-potty to the head but fate is also happening right now. As I grapple (Wrestle with) the concept of now I think the first thing to do is think destiny , the same as fate, but without the negative feelings.

What are you waiting for?

 It's my destiny to be where I am, It was my destiny to do what I've done as well as what I may do. 2012 these times and me being in them is and was all meant to be.   That  shouldn't be an excuse, just a reality.  We are the consequences of our reactions to internal decisions, made to external circumstances.
  I say that a lot but Popeye said it better "   I am what I am and thats all that I am.
        In more words the main importance in our lives right now should be finding your IT for the moment. Just whatever IT is to you find it, work on it. look for IT in your now. Sometimes you have to look  , you might even have to work on it, but get your now right and the future is taken care of .
 
   So I think if I tell people this, two things 1. they'll never really know what I was talking about , and 2. it really is good advice.
  Find a balance, it's getting harder everyday to not get overdoomed. If you follow it too much you go crazy, yet if you ignore it your no better than the blind sheeple you want to awake. Plus What you don't see can hurt you, ask anyone who've been hit in back of the head with a brick, they would of wished they had seen it coming.  
     As I said the now is our most urgent problem , however 2012 is here.   The Future is almost here. So for some of the newbies , in case you just heard about the end of the world as we know it I'd thought I'd post one side of the debate on being a prepper or in a specific case having a Get the Hell out of Dodge Bag.   I. E. Bugging out.
      He dont like people pasting his stuff so I''l just tell you a bit about the other side of the argument.   First off I've always thought the writer of Survival Acres is / was the king of internet doom. As long as I have been reading him , he has been the doomiest guy out there, which is why I read him.
      He makes many good arguments    for not attempting to bug out in a survival situation. I really agree that you dont want to choose to grab a bag of stuff and hit the road. Duh they call that homeless around here.  Unless your going on a religious pilgrimage you dont decide to  run like You know what..
    I guess from his side he's not a 2012er he believes, rightfully so that mankind has doomed itself , and its just a matter of math before everything fails. I hate math but long ago I figured the same thing, Unless we were to fire up the wayback machine it's too late to make changes to stop the future now.
      So add his doom to mine (Maybe ours) we have 2012 , and from almost all the possible scenarios, one thing that could be useful in any of them , cept just another day, would be the ability to RUN LIKE HELL. You not only need a bag you should be physically able. Is it going to save your life,? As we know it's only a short term aid.
     For me I can justify having a ready bag because I live in a brick building on a fault line, but tell me one place on this planet that is safe from Whatever is coming? Not to mention the everyday now, with floods quakes volcanoes, droughts, Nuclear contamination.  Just to mention one that almost every person in the northern hemisphere should be aware of , nuclear reactors. Get a Nuke map if your in America chances are your in a death zone from your local power producer. But there is like the sure death zone , then the prevailing winds death zone. Either way If you have a choice or  a chance to make a bug out , it's probably your best choice.
     Most of the other times it would not be a choice just a reaction, a reaction that millions of people this year (2012 or not) will have to do regardless of  want.  Be prepared can it hurt?   He's right though dont run till you know what to run from, but have a good idea on which directions you can run now. Again its balance how much energy and time you devote to fate.

  Just Kidding

    As far as prepping for 2012 even at this date we don't know what if anything is going to happen, how in your mind can you prep for that?   Then really think about it, when in the history of time was this not true?  Be prepared if your not thinking that good luck.
     Balance it's very personal , as a thought remember that for most of us the SHTF verses the now you have is a relative term. If it's going to hit the fan these are whats left of your good old days. A plus I think for those already getting the spray as say As Churchill said " If your going through hell keep going."
    We live our life in the now but it is constantly changing. I can't tell because its only my perspective, that times are moving faster than ever,  I also think that everyone who ever lived thinks that as they get older. Who knows though we could be in a time spiral , anything is still possible , that is not impossible.
       Considering how   important time is doing the now exersizes can actually cause the perception of slowing time down. Now if you slow it down use that for living It in your now.   Peace and Love, B. 
         A P. S.   I'll be writing semi  diary style a bit on the signs , maybe even the dooms of our destiny infects our now in the very coming months.   I just don't see it getting boring, however as prophesied by me, 2012 will be attempted to be done to death , by the media drones of the PTB. If you want fear get it from what you can see and learn. If the sky falls we will be the first to know.  As Dylan said "You don't need a weatherman to tell which way the wind blows."   Till then Good Luck Which is Another story.